Turns in Life!

I always had a smooth kind of life right from my childhood. It so happened that my childhood and also my teens were very rosy days...had loads of fun.. loving n caring parents who were and still are submissive to all my demands and ya whole lots of friends...

After getting a job days seemed to be just flying... wen the monday morning dawns.. when the happy friday evening comes..i just cant imagine..time really is flying for me..

It so happens at times tht u just cant imagine your life turning around..and ya same thing has happened wid me too... loads of tensions...of course il rite about this thing in a separate topic..cant just think of riting now..or not in a proper mindset to pen those things down..or i cud say..i dont hav the guts to rite it now..may b in some other blog il surely rite...

well... sometimes i feel..i mean to say lots of people feel...how gud it would be if we were jus kids..but can u imagine...we all wud require someone to take care of us..n how was tht possible?? So i dont think so it wud b just to b a kid throughout our life..

ok coming back to my life now... it becomes so difficult for you wen u are walking a straight road and you come across a split road wherein u hav 2 roads..both roads seem to be going in different direction..u need to go both ways..but how?? u need to travel both roads at the same time.... is tht possible...???

i personally hav experienced this situation lately where i had to check out on the two roads... i just cudnt make up my mind which one to go on... n now i hav left this decision of choosing the roads to God..my ultimate guide and angel..the guide who has helped me al through my life to take the best possible decisions...

i somwhow think my situation is not so tensed..i just feel the two roads lead to different directions.. ok fine..why not give a new dimensoin to my thoughts..why not think it this way ..a positive way... why shud i always think tht the roads are leading to different destinations...why shudnt i just think ...these roads mite just seem to go different places..they mite somehow b parallel to each other..mite go to the same destination..


I really feel i shud think the positive way..at least i see some hope..rest depends upon my guide..watever b the case i hav strong faith in him..he will choose himself the correct path for me.. why shud i then worry??i m just leaving this decision upon him...i believe..it will b the best decision made for my life...
well both the roads seemed to be equally important for me...both the roads..very dear to me.. how do i choose between the two...

Well now shud i think tht the question really remains??
Is it really possible to travel both the roads at the same time???wel i stil dint get answer to this...mite b in some later blog i will b able to decide whether or not the roads go to the same destination..till then...wait n watch!!!

Today when everything went wrong...

It so happens at times when we just dont like the way things turn up and when everything goes wrong and your plans seem to go haywire, how do i cope up with it??

Well the start of the day i woke up with a start from my so called deep slumber at around 5.30 am, not that i get up at this time everyday, but circumstances made it so.... i woke up finding very restless due to a very bad dream tht i saw... not knowing what to do i called up my parents relieved to hear them...i still cudnt sleep... i just surfed like a fool early in the morning... heard much Gita recitation from the internet and went back to sleep.

Lazy monday morning..how i hate to go to office on mondays...wish v cud hav alternate days off at office..or how nice it wud b if i cud just always work from home...phew...come out of dreams pradnya..is wat i can at al say to myself..

Well....moving further.... i just had a small scuffle with my roommate over a petty issue which on normal days wudnt affect me..but ya i did take it to heart... n thot i wud never see her face again.. Reached office to hear tht my best friends aunt is in a serious condition and tht made me feel worse...

Office was very boring..my colleague and gud friend Rajesh was on leave..i cudnt just move to his desk every hour like i always did..i did miss his presence in office today.. How a clumsy lil place... wish i cud run faraway from there..

Lunch was a boring story.... no one spoke ..actually there is normally lots of laughter wen my group goes for lunch..but today they all seemed t be monotonous... just quitely eating...how i hated tht... somehow after tht i spoke to my best friend and everything seemed to work wonders..my mood started to change..but..yes more was yet to come..

i started working on the thing i was working on earlier ...interspersed with music n then tea wid mohan babu..i had decided to leave office by 6.00 pm..but ....
i just for namesake happened to call up my credit card service to knw about my payment details ...but..wat was tht..there was some mistake in my statement.... caling the customer service n talking to them n also to the third party service whom i blasted ...it was around 7.00 that i finally left office...

going to the tailor to pickup my clothes..i found the tailor shop closed...

frustrated and tired..i had no energy left for anything...i just came home and latched the door from inside n broke off...i just cried like a baby for around 10 min... but somehow i dont know..my best friends seem to hav a kinda telepathy wid me..whenever im sad i receive a call from either one of them...

They just seem to make me laff from any grieving condition tht i m in... i just had a nice chat wid my friend n then my roommate called me for dinner ..she was banging my door so hard...n guess wat ..it was the same roommate wid whom i had a small scuffle in the morning...

Suddenly things started to b in place...all issues getting solved..but the credit card once remainig..hopefuly it will b solved...

but yes..i hv restored my peace of mind.. the magic tht worked for me..is...
i just told myself..just keep cool in whatver circumstances... Pradnya be cool.... and lo... m back though not in my jolly mood..but yes... feeling quite nice and accepted..

so this was my day for today...a day wen i felt nothing worked fine..but in the end..making me a stronger person... thank you God for this wonderful day that you gave me!!!