It so happens at times when we just dont like the way things turn up and when everything goes wrong and your plans seem to go haywire, how do i cope up with it??
Well the start of the day i woke up with a start from my so called deep slumber at around 5.30 am, not that i get up at this time everyday, but circumstances made it so.... i woke up finding very restless due to a very bad dream tht i saw... not knowing what to do i called up my parents relieved to hear them...i still cudnt sleep... i just surfed like a fool early in the morning... heard much Gita recitation from the internet and went back to sleep.
Lazy monday morning..how i hate to go to office on mondays...wish v cud hav alternate days off at office..or how nice it wud b if i cud just always work from home...phew...come out of dreams pradnya..is wat i can at al say to myself..
Well....moving further.... i just had a small scuffle with my roommate over a petty issue which on normal days wudnt affect me..but ya i did take it to heart... n thot i wud never see her face again.. Reached office to hear tht my best friends aunt is in a serious condition and tht made me feel worse...
Office was very boring..my colleague and gud friend Rajesh was on leave..i cudnt just move to his desk every hour like i always did..i did miss his presence in office today.. How a clumsy lil place... wish i cud run faraway from there..
Lunch was a boring story.... no one spoke ..actually there is normally lots of laughter wen my group goes for lunch..but today they all seemed t be monotonous... just quitely eating...how i hated tht... somehow after tht i spoke to my best friend and everything seemed to work wonders..my mood started to change..but..yes more was yet to come..
i started working on the thing i was working on earlier ...interspersed with music n then tea wid mohan babu..i had decided to leave office by 6.00 pm..but ....
i just for namesake happened to call up my credit card service to knw about my payment details ...but..wat was tht..there was some mistake in my statement.... caling the customer service n talking to them n also to the third party service whom i blasted ...it was around 7.00 that i finally left office...
going to the tailor to pickup my clothes..i found the tailor shop closed...
frustrated and tired..i had no energy left for anything...i just came home and latched the door from inside n broke off...i just cried like a baby for around 10 min... but somehow i dont know..my best friends seem to hav a kinda telepathy wid me..whenever im sad i receive a call from either one of them...
They just seem to make me laff from any grieving condition tht i m in... i just had a nice chat wid my friend n then my roommate called me for dinner ..she was banging my door so hard...n guess wat ..it was the same roommate wid whom i had a small scuffle in the morning...
Suddenly things started to b in place...all issues getting solved..but the credit card once remainig..hopefuly it will b solved...
but yes..i hv restored my peace of mind.. the magic tht worked for me..is...
i just told myself..just keep cool in whatver circumstances... Pradnya be cool.... and lo... m back though not in my jolly mood..but yes... feeling quite nice and accepted..
so this was my day for today...a day wen i felt nothing worked fine..but in the end..making me a stronger person... thank you God for this wonderful day that you gave me!!!
A second-class citizen
6 years ago
1 comments:
Not sure how i bumped this blog and especially this post... Surprisingly its exactly one year since then.
Wish you have a great Jan 15 this year.
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